Or maybe damage control.
There are just some things that you just want to keep to yourself. Like you get over-protective because it's just that special and you just want to preserve whatever makes it that special. I get so selfish sometimes without me realizing it, not until I'm thinking it. It makes me feel like a child, a spoiled one, all grabby hands and an annoying voice to go with the usual, "It's mine mine miiiiiiiiine".
I think. I think I'll stop sharing things with you. You get annoying when you think you just know everybody. Or maybe it's just jealousy. I don't know.
Either way, I don't want others to go on claiming this and that. And that. I'll keep my mouth shut for the mean time. Sad times and over-thinking do not mix. There are just a lot of hurts and thoughts of betrayal.
I'm sorry. I'm being mean. But sometimes it gets that bad.
Yes. I think I'd rather keep some things to myself. For now.
But not the music. Never the music. I believe that's something that has to be shared.
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